A year back, I sailed off to the gulf. Supposedly, I thought I would be alone. I spent time with this particular lady which I've adored for many months reaching a year plus. A whole week of spending with her, even though she wasn't mine but I could bear to leave her and sail away from Singapore.

Little did I realise that she finally accepted me into her life, just mere minutes before I sailed off. I saw that pitiful sight. A sight which I hope I would never ever see again. She was crying in my shoulders and even in my uniform, I hugged her tight, assuring her comfort. When I had to depart for 3 months plus into the Gulf to serve the nation, she finally kissed me and accepted my love. AND GOSH! It sure was a torturous few months to bear!!!

There she is now, the love I shared for the past 365 days and I hope/pray for many many more!!! I love you Nur Safiah. I really do.

Picture taken by Mif. Which we bumped across after our movie screening.



Cute little bear which I came across while doing an impromtu gift galore!

I had nothing to say except to brag and squeeze the juice out of my brains out and express how painful it is to fall sick, worst of, none of the superiors actually believed.

So, I guess, I could only make a "SICK" journal for the week.

Thursday, 13th August 2009, started off really fine except that I had to run for the toilet to clear my bowels so early in the morning. I began to realise something was not right when I looked at my bowels. It was all watery. And WHY was it watery? I got no idea! A few hours later, another Nature's Calling. I counted 5 times in total in within 12 hours after I woke up.

Friday, 14th August 2009. The urge to the toilet wasn't there and I was doing a run to put those lazy pampered muscles at work. 0800 till 0900, I was feeling perfectly fine and all sweaty, not until I was heading for Brunch. I felt a little bit unwell and suddenly lost my appetite in the canteen. Did not manage to finish up my brunch, instead, I bought some panadols. Soon after, I realise my temperature was shooting up steadily. I requested to be excused from training due to the floating feeling I was suddenly having but due to a confusion, I had to join in and the training ends at 1500. Then, I realise my temperature was rocket high again and I downed 2 panadols and this time round, I had that peaceful rest for say an hour or so.

Right after work, I headed down to the nearest doctor at Ang Mo Kio and realise the effect of the panadols had kicked in and my temperature subsides. The doctor diagnosed me with just sore throat and fever. Little that I realise that the sleep at night was the torturous part of it all!!! The painful feeling as though thousand of needles were poking onto me and sleeping was a great torture as a back ache started to kick in.

I rested at home over the weekend by sleeping and lying helplessly on the bed and couch as my poor mom served me foods and drinks. Heart touching moment indeed! A suprise visit by the lady struck me even more. I was touched that she came down to visit me along with this huge slice of watermelon. Dad sent her home at night and being left alone, I tried to sleep BUT I had a hell of a time to get proper rest. The needle-like feeling, the lower backache, the coughing started to kicked in.

On Monday itself, I felt fresher and all the pills which the doctor gave me ran out. I depended on panadols this time round each and every time my temperature shoot rocket high, peaked at 38.9 degree. Interestingly, this time round, another sickness kicks in. Runny nose! Oh! How dreadful!!!

Tuesday, 18th August 2009, today, I went to the medical centre and this time round, I am more satisfied with the prescribtions that were given to me. Although, I have 6 medication to down at one time, I find it satisfying. For every disease that I am facing, the doctor listed down attentively and gave me the proper medication for it. Thus, for the next few days, I will be highly dozed in medication and hopefully, my body dun turn up to be a jelly and recover faster! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE TO BE SICK AND HELPLESS!!!!!